Sing for Absolution

Sing for Absolution

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[14 May 2008|03:17pm]

It's been so long since I updated this thing I actually forgot, momentarily, what my username is.

I don't honestly know why I'm writing this. I can't think of a single person I know who still uses LiveJournal. Hell it almost seems like people are falling off the Myspace bandwagon for the Facebook craze.

I never thought I'd say this but perhaps living withOUT the internet for a year did me some fucking good. I don't care as much about my appearence. I still have my deep rooted insecurities but I've gotten so much better. SO MUCH BETTER.

I can truly say I've grown as a person. I'm really starting to love the person I'm becoming. I have my flaws and imperfections but I'm getting stronger every day.

Why am I still writing this?

I suppose one day in the future I'll remember this account again, and open it up to reread my life as it was then. As it is... for this moment.

As it was, six days before I moved to California and left everything I've ever known behind.

I would say something snarky like "He better be worth it" but.. I have no doubt in my mind that he is. It would be a waste of time for me to spend any more worrying effort on 'What if?'.

This is another new chapter.

4 scream in ecstasy "imperfect cry"

[15 Sep 2007|03:12am]

holy shit

im still alive

i love you all

1 scream in ecstasy "imperfect cry"

Goodbye Maryland [29 May 2007|12:27pm]

Thank you all so much for everything you have given me.
My plane leaves in just under six hours.
I'm past the point of being sad that I am leaving.
Now I am euphoric and filled with gratitude that I have had such opportunities to spend my life among you, growing and learning from you.

This truly is my fond farewell to friends.

I love you all and thank you.

Aha, and now, as Luke put it, I am going to "give Florida hell".

♥ ♥

2 scream in ecstasy "imperfect cry"

[25 Apr 2007|11:18pm]

[ mood | sad ]

[ music | sun kil moon ]

One day, as I'm walking down the street with my camera and iPod, I want someone to pull up alongside me. I want him to have green or brown eyes and brown hair. I want him to be wearing the best smile in the world, as he rolls down the window and says, "Hey. My name is ________ and I'm on my way to Arkansas. Maybe Louisiana. I don't know anyone there, but if you rode shotgun I think we'd make it alright."

I would not look back.

♥ ♥

3 scream in ecstasy "imperfect cry"

[21 Mar 2007|08:11pm]

Why do I meet people who are so beautiful that my heart breaks?

1 scream in ecstasy "imperfect cry"

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